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Join me in my life of a regular Singaporean. Where there is nothing to do but shop and eat.
I am a 25 year old fresh IT grad searching for a career in a highly competitive market. At the moment I spend most of my life in front of my laptop. The internet is my currency to the world while I have none to spare ($$$). Read my thoughts and opinion. My triumphs and my breakdowns. I do not seek to inspire or beg to be praised. Simply my honest takes and I am all there is. |
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Friday, March 11, 2005
.::my loneliness is killing me::.
.::my loneliness is killing me::.
ok shucks, im wasting precious time in school again. farzi's not here. he's supposed to be in sch wif me nw. but i jz rang him a moment ago...he jz woke up. so like damn im all alone in the library internet cafe...bloggin the time away till farzi sms me again later.
its 11:20am now. 10am was 2-hr FIT lecture which nobody wants to attend anymore, and neither do i. [i forgot which lecture theater its in anywayz] i thot of spending study time wif farzi in the morning and later attend INT lecture in the afternoon. instead now im doomed to spending isolation time which looks like its gonna last for 2 hrs...or more. im positive that the INT lecturer is gona go thru past yr exam papers later. so tts my ultimate goal today. alone or not im going to lecture later. i cant depend on being wif jihad anymore coz he's always following his bro like a shadow lor. so like whatever. hey this is miss independent...savvy? but i tell ya it sux bigtime being alone.
today is the big bbq event held at my secondary school for ex students. initially i told my ex clsmates im gatecrashing the bbq coz i cant confirm earlier if i can make it or not. if on the day i find tt i can go, i'll jz go...gatecrash the party...geddit? the rest agreed to my diabolical plan and followed suit. but unfortunately i have a last minute videography job wif dad at a wedding tonite. so cinderella cant make it to the ball tonite. oh fairy godmother...where art thou?
but good news is here to bring a smile to cinderella's face jz in time. the gals haf decided to organize a big meet up for 4e3 girls in april, after we graduate!!! yeahoo!!! that'll be nx month! im so looking forward to that. but by that time i'd be broke coz school's over and my stingy dad wont be giving me allowance anymore. damn. i really need to get a job. so i guess dad wont mind if i work now. even anywhere...rite? rite! =)
ok now farzi's meeting up wif me. but i was thinking if im skipping INT today, then might as well i go home and work on my mini project yang dah makin bertambah rumit. ok see what fz reply first...
wait...
wait...
wait...
(after 3 minutes...)
aiyah...wait so long...i call him lah...
ok save prepaid aku, dia da sms pun...orite lah...im goin home...
Ya Allah, tak brape minit aku kat skola da nak balik...buang2 eyeliner aku jek...well at least kat rumah makan lunch free...ape nak buat...da pokai...
ciao!
its 11:20am now. 10am was 2-hr FIT lecture which nobody wants to attend anymore, and neither do i. [i forgot which lecture theater its in anywayz] i thot of spending study time wif farzi in the morning and later attend INT lecture in the afternoon. instead now im doomed to spending isolation time which looks like its gonna last for 2 hrs...or more. im positive that the INT lecturer is gona go thru past yr exam papers later. so tts my ultimate goal today. alone or not im going to lecture later. i cant depend on being wif jihad anymore coz he's always following his bro like a shadow lor. so like whatever. hey this is miss independent...savvy? but i tell ya it sux bigtime being alone.
today is the big bbq event held at my secondary school for ex students. initially i told my ex clsmates im gatecrashing the bbq coz i cant confirm earlier if i can make it or not. if on the day i find tt i can go, i'll jz go...gatecrash the party...geddit? the rest agreed to my diabolical plan and followed suit. but unfortunately i have a last minute videography job wif dad at a wedding tonite. so cinderella cant make it to the ball tonite. oh fairy godmother...where art thou?
but good news is here to bring a smile to cinderella's face jz in time. the gals haf decided to organize a big meet up for 4e3 girls in april, after we graduate!!! yeahoo!!! that'll be nx month! im so looking forward to that. but by that time i'd be broke coz school's over and my stingy dad wont be giving me allowance anymore. damn. i really need to get a job. so i guess dad wont mind if i work now. even anywhere...rite? rite! =)
ok now farzi's meeting up wif me. but i was thinking if im skipping INT today, then might as well i go home and work on my mini project yang dah makin bertambah rumit. ok see what fz reply first...
wait...
wait...
wait...
(after 3 minutes...)
aiyah...wait so long...i call him lah...
ok save prepaid aku, dia da sms pun...orite lah...im goin home...
Ya Allah, tak brape minit aku kat skola da nak balik...buang2 eyeliner aku jek...well at least kat rumah makan lunch free...ape nak buat...da pokai...
ciao!
posted at 11:16 AM